Roller Coaster

Mind like a rollercoaster
Only it's never over
Up, down, goes all over
Fast, slow, no control for
This ride I did not ask for
No stop to this disaster
Shit is jacked, off the tracks
Where's my forever after

My mind has a mind of its own
Up, down, around it goes
No words, though it shows
My mind goes off and I am thrown
Down, up, what the fuck
Where I'm at, no one knows
Can't stop the racing thoughts
Slow it down, now I rot
Who am I, I forgot
I don't know what I'm taught
Turned around and I am lost
Rotten thoughts that call the shots
Impulsive moods, I can't move
Racing thoughts and stomach knots
I don't know if I can handle
Another round, can't grasp the handles
Slipping out, I'm dismantled
Filled with doubt, shook and rattled
Lost my mind, it took off after
Disassociation and the
Empty space I'm left with after
Fuck it all, nothing matters

Mind like a rollercoaster
Only it's never over
Up, down, goes all over
Fast, slow, no control for
This ride I did not ask for
No stop to this disaster
Shit is jacked, off the tracks
Where's my forever after

Bring me up so you can take me down
In the clouds so I can hit the ground
Cannot breathe, slowly drowned
Cannot see, no one around
Head is screaming, make no sounds
Suffocation knows no bounds
Mind betrays, hit the ground
Thoughts berate, though I won't frown
Shit that goes on in this crown
Would take the average human down
Self destruction weighs a thousand pounds
Too much to lug around
How much til' I'm done
Not having fun
Want to fade to the background
Lost and damned to be forgotten
Washing away
Left as rotten
Unwelcome to stay
Up and tossed into the world I'm lost in
I don't know if I can handle
Another round, can't grasp the handles
Slipping out, I'm dismantled
Filled with doubt, shook and rattled
Lost my mind, it took off after
Disassociation and the
Empty space I'm left with after
Fuck it all, nothing matters

Mind like a rollercoaster
Only it's never over
Up, down, goes all over
Fast, slow, no control for
This ride I did not ask for
No stop to this disaster
Shit is jacked, off the tracks
Where's my forever after

I don't know if I can handle
Another round, can't grasp the handles
Slipping out, I'm dismantled
Filled with doubt, shook and rattled
Lost my mind, it took off after
Disassociation and the
Empty space I'm left with after
Fuck it all, nothing matters

Mind like a rollercoaster
Only it's never over
Up, down, goes all over
Fast, slow, no control for
This ride I did not ask for
No stop to this disaster
Shit is jacked, off the tracks
Where's my forever after



Credits
Writer(s): Cameron Sherman
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