Doin' Too Much

Doin' too much
Always in a rush
Just careless enough
To be caught more than once
What do I want?
The nut or the trust?
Nothin' scarier than a crush
When you're supposed to be in love
In the moment it's fun
Look back at what you've done
So dumb
Started with a touch
Now the pain's made her numb
All because, I was doin' too much
Cup runneth over, I done filled it up
Seen marriages end before they start
Guess forever wasn't ever in their stars
Doin' too much while they were apart
Had no clue they were goin' too far
No scar, but it can't undone, oof
Thought it was fake when I heard the news
Had a shaky concept of the truth
Know what that's like 'cuz I been there too, ooo

Drivin', out of control and it's clutch
Slidin', right into home before I'm touched
Might get, away with it on dumb luck
I been, scoring runs since I was young
Why quit? When the wins are addin' up
Timeless, while we were havin' fun
I give, you everything you want
Blind bliss, from all the bad I keep you from!, aye
On the low, fuckin' everything moved
Thought she didn't know, of course she knew
Different hoes, the stories get loose
Of course they told, it's what they do
Of course they told, it's what they do
Been here befo', there is no excuse
Miserable with the decisions we choose
Pidgeon toed, it's pointed at you

I was doin' too much
We were way too young
Put some blame on the drugs
You gave it all up
Still couldn't get enough
Insatiable lust
I was doin' too much
Yea, me 'n her fucked
Didn't know what it was
Wouldn't change it for nothin'
Made me who I've become
But I was doin' too much

I was doin' too much
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I was doin' too much
I was doin' too much
I was doin' too much
I was doin' too much

Vibes and vices
My mind is like this
If I try it and like it
Start multiplyin'
As high as I get
It's ride or die shit
In the sky with pilots
Except I am flyin' it
Still not a crisis, wouldn't lie, not the type to hide shit
Her hip to thigh entices my eyes when I stand behind it
She ice cold! Like Mike Tyson on Vicodin and I admire it
Hire her with no credentials, huh?
All off pure potential, huh?
Wonder what's the end goal, huh?
Actually it's really simple, uhuh
We all fall into the tempo, uh
The momentum isn't gentle, uh
Won't know how far it can go, uh
'Til you've gone past a threshold, uh

Drivin', out of control and it's clutch
Slidin', right into home before I'm touched
Might get, away with it on dumb luck
I been, scoring runs since I was young
Why quit? When the wins are addin' up
Timeless, while we were havin' fun
I give, you everything you want
Blind bliss, from all the bad I keep you from!, aye
On the low, fuckin' everything moved
Thought she didn't know, of course she knew
Different hoes, the stories get loose
Of course they told, it's what they do
Of course they told, it's what they do
Been here befo', there is no excuse
Miserable with the decisions we choose
Pidgeon toed, it's pointed at you

I was doin' too much
We were way too young
Put some blame on the drugs
You gave it all up
Still couldn't get enough
Insatiable lust
I was doin' too much
Yea, me 'n her fucked
Didn't know what it was
Wouldn't change it for nothin'
Made me who I've become
But I was doin' too much

I was doin' too much
I was doin' too much
I was doin' too much
I was doin' too much
I was doin' too much
I was doin' too much
I was doin' too much
I was doin' too much
I was doin' too much
I was doin' too much
I was doin' too much
I was doin' too much