Look Up To the Sky

Broken thoughts and a broken mind I know that is paralyzed
I'm desensitized
Copin' loss with these demons in my home
We've been victimized
I've been hypnotized

I look up to the sky and I wonder why all I knew is gone too soon
And I look up to the sky and I wonder why all I do is seek the truth

I question life
Will I live or will I die
It's just you and I
No one sees the fight
The wound is bandaged up
There's so much that I'll show
When I'm in my mind
Or when it's you and I

I look up to the sky and I wonder why all I knew is gone too soon
And I look up to the sky and I wonder why all I do is seek the truth

I need the truth
I don't want your respect
All I can do is make peace with regret
My life is bruised
Mislead and misused
But this time I'll try to set down the booze

Go ahead, drink it
It'll numb the pain
Stayin' sober doesn't really matter anyway
Drinkin' and smokin' yeah you're having fun
But you need to find out who you really are
Who you really are

I needed you
But you lost my respect
All I can do is just grow and reflect
I'll be the troop
The one who makes it through
But I'm bleeding out
So I look up to you
So I look up to you