Closer

Drown in yesterday, and tomorrow, never in today
Thinking bout what the future holds, shit ain't looking great
Base it off the past to see the path they done laid
They say they care it's all charades
Why care if energy gon' fade
No one got the heart to love me shit not even me
Synergy be dissipating evenly unseemingly
Acid changed the angle now I see that life need symmetry
Looking for an answer while I'm destroying the inner me
Maybe I'm my enemy
Shit, I'm the one always condemning me
Mad at everything cause I can't live out all my fantasies
Fuck my life I'm busy damaging
I self inflict
I really hope I fucking die cause I don't wanna deal with shit
They don't recognize I'm high cause I don't wanna deal with shit
They don't recognize I'm high cause my nigga I ain't shit
Still could make your shorty laugh so hard head cock back and land on dick
Unimportant flex but that's what niggas love to hear
The art you listen to is insincere
Most of these niggas can't relate to anything they make
Whole personas they gon' fabricate
To make you interested in the fake
And now your minds infested
Everything that matters, you've neglected
Trendy twitter topics ain't gon' matter when the world end
We'll all be dead before the world end
Destructive we have all been
Shit we all in
Forgotten we are all kin
Can coexist with animals but can't do it with all skin
Living on the same earth with different ideologies
Fight for fairness not equality
We'll make it, probably
Problem solving all the problems stacked on top of me
Fixing up hypocrisy
Anything I hate about me I'm gon' take it out of me
Depression fucked me over
Days I'm sober
Hard to find like Four-Leafed Clover
Mary Jane gon' help me medicate from days I was tipped over
Let my hair form free and it still locked
Never let nobody close to me my heart was not in stock
They can't believe the things they see
They only see what they believe
Can't comprehend in all these things

Closer to death yes I am
Closer to death yes I am
Closer to death yes I am