Eulogy

Drafting my eulogy
A scream, pins and needles bursting at the seams
I move through novelty
This ego searching for relief

Voices tell me where to go
Is it me or is it someone that I've yet to know?
Stretching methodically through each piece of my mind
Neurological decline
Sparse are the days where the rapid decay
Move on through the phantom that'll carry away
My grasp is slipping with the hands of time
What will heal my mind?
You say you'd do anything to help me
But when I'm reaching out for help you desert me
Cold natured world on display
Is there anybody out there who can tame this rage?
Sinking slowly to the depths of the monster
Half alleviated, unmotivated to stop her
You want it? You got it
The worst in me is coming and it's too late to stop it

See the world through my eyes
Now testify to the pain inside

You take my world, fit it in the palm of your hand
Moving every facet for your entertainment
Tell me all about myself like you know me
A statistic in a book not a heartbeat
Not a heartbeat
I need help, I need peace
I can't ignore all the signals around me
These signs keep pointing towards your demise
I'm not fine

See the world through my eyes
Now testify to the pain inside

Testify
Why am I here?
What is my purpose?
Life makes me nervous
And I don't deserve this

You bring out the worst in me
You'll shove your demons in my face
When my own I cannot tame
Losing grip on reality
Keeping it together, yeah, I try and try
While everyone around me lives a lie
Can't make the same face, trace the same lines
Move out of my way while there's still time

See the world through my eyes
Now testify to the pain inside
This world could pull me down into my grave
But I'm taking you with me



Credits
Writer(s): Jacob Alexander Lloyd, David Leslie George Webb
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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