Summer In December

I remember
The things i told myself
The puffy cheeks that grew red
And everyone could tell

Somewhere
You were on my mind
You went, you were gone
You're not there anymore

I told lies to myself
No wonder that was hell
That wasn't healthy coping
Don't know what i was hoping

I wanted to feel safe
But you had other things to do

That summer in december
The flowers that grew nearer
The music in my ears
For you, but you...

I fell in love again
But listen, i created him (Giggle)
He was a lookalike
With beauty lips and big eyes
But he wouldn't complain
He'd understand my pain

He'd listen to my problems
Give me hugs and hear my cries
I know how much you hated when i cried

But that's how i cope
It gives me a chance to let it go
If you'd just hold me
Be there for me
But that isn't reality

That summer in december
The flowers that grew nearer
The music in my ears
For you, but you...

You were not there and it's fine
It's time to say our goodbyes
You have yours and i have mine
I'm pretty sure it was aligned

You were not there and it's fine
Know it was hard, yeah you tried
We gave it all, yeah we were fine
We loved each other that's alright

You were not there and it's fine
It's time to say our goodbyes
You have yours and i have mine
I'm pretty sure it was aligned

You were not there and it's fine
Know it was hard, yeah you tried
We gave it all, yeah we were fine
We loved each other that's alright

You were not there and it's fine
It's time to say our goodbyes
You have yours and i have mine
I'm pretty sure it was aligned

You were not there and it's fine
Know it was hard, yeah you tried
We gave it all, yeah we were fine
We loved each other that's alright