A Perplexed Place

You thought you'd survive
But when you think it's over it might come back

The relapse within
Now you don't dream anymore

The good times flickers by
And itches you beneath the skin

Now you've given up
River walks turned to grey dull walls

What if I would fall deep down below
To the perplexed place of mine in the shade
When moonlight is the only light I know
Will I fade away as the burden grow?
I remember still when I lost the key

They thought you'd survive
But the raging will within you died

And left a distant echo
That is ringing out with an anxious tone

The good times flickers by
With the eternal sound of a weeping child

Now when you have surrender
Your fancy dreams turn to ghosts inside

What if I would fall deep down below
To the perplexed place of mine in the shade
When moonlight is the only light I know
Will I fade away as the burden grow?
I remember still when I lost the key
Anxiety deeper than the seas

When you think it's over it might come back
Now you don't dream anymore
The eternal sound when you've lost yourself
River walks turned to hospital walls

Hold me close
Tear me loose from the monster inside
And heal me
I can prove to you that I'm dignified