Often I Reminisce (Intro)

Cold shoulder
That's all that you've ever given me
But I told ya
Don't sleep cause I'm making history
Had to cut the line cause I hate how easy you get to me
I wish that you was solid was hoping that you would stick with me but
I guess some factors just ain't in my control
You was only giving me partial I would give you my whole
Nowadays I don't open up so what I feel isn't told
And girl I blame you don't fwm if you gonna go
Cause I mean
I broke my back tryna please you
I did a lot that I'd never do kept it true ain't deceive you
But I was always in the wrong my bros would say I ain't need you
And I was fighting my brothers
When they would say I should leave you
So why did you do me evil
But this ain't currently I'm just reminiscing
I'm always living in the past and not the present I'm given
Nowadays I've been in a daze and everyone thinks I'm distant
I had to get this off my chest because I always dismiss it
Ya know

I think this henny potent
Often I reminisce I never just live in the moment
I got a shawty from the city I'm happily boasting
But I still think about my past and I think that she knows it
It's the reason I'm broken
So I never confide
I'm scared to talk about my feelings they brushed to the side
I'd rather go and keep it bottled I'll keep it inside
Cause I don't wanna form a bond if you just gonna lie