she's my rushmore - demo

I'm not even supposed to be here today
FUCK
I'm not even supposed to be here today
FUCK
I'm not even supposed to be here today
FUCK
I'm not even supposed to be here today
FUCK
I'm not even supposed to be here today
FUCK

I've got nothing to do and a picture of you
That I wish I could believe was real
Oh in a muddled up, mixed up, fucked up world
Full of things with which I can't deal
And you say to yourself he doesn't look like me
But I think it's a crying shame
That you ever would have thought that my name and his
Could ever taste the same

Oh no
OH NO

Day after day I tell myself
I'll keep my last thought clean tonight
But in that way there's not much I can really do
Because I'm not so very bright
And time after time I convince myself
That there is something I can do
And I'm open to anything other than
Just crawling back to you

And if you see me on the way down
I'm off to paint this hum drum town
And if you see me on the way down
I'm not there for you
Oh no

I'm not even supposed to be here today
FUCK
I'm not even supposed to be here today
FUCK

Dry cider and Wray and Nephew
Still remind me of the taste of you
And it's mad that after these weeks and months
You're still the only thing I wanna do
And there's so many things that I always thought
But I wish I could've said
But none of them would change anything about the fact
That he's just better off in bed

And if you see me on the way down
I'm off to paint this hum drum town
And if you see me on the way down
I'm not there for you
And if you see me on the way down
I'm off to paint this fucking town
And if you see me on the way down
I'm not there for you
For you
For you
For you
I'm not there for you
I'm not there for you
I'm not there for you



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Writer(s): Nate Mcnally
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