Vigil

So many nights
I lie
Awake
With a life to remake
I struggle
To find
My purpose in life
But why
Must I
Carry the weight
And have hate
For the only one who can save me

This life is cursed
I'll never be free (I'll never be free)
Endless ambition
Tainted reality
Incurable illness that's always disguised (always disguised)
How can I take this
How will I survive
My hope has faded away
I swear I gave it my best
I've come to terms with my impending death

I'm spiraling down

Drowned in apathy
My trauma haunting me
All hope escapes me
There's no serenity

I'm always terrified
Inside of my own mind
I'm being swallowed alive



Credits
Writer(s): Caleb Osgood
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