Losses, Lessons & Blessings

Losses after losses felt like god was testing (testing)
Thru trials and tribulations
Learnt too many lessons (too many lessons)
Took so many L's that's why I count my blessings (blessings)
Knew what I was destined for had to quit 2nd guessing
Anomaly, they wouldn't believe the shit I did
Probably, would turn on me if I stopped to give
Honestly, just focused on stacking my chips
Morally, on my bro's I could never fold or snitch

They said why you don't show no more love (no more love)
I stopped loving when my pa turned into dust (into dust)
If u my brother u my brother we don't need no blood (no blood)
I am who I am ian tryna be no thug (never that)
Cry when I'm alone so no one sees me vulnerable
Never thought bout switching up got to remain honourable
Even when times ain't tough I never get comfortable
Just cus your winning the race don't mean u can't stumble
Don't tell my pain to a soul can't let them know I get weak
Gotta lay off the drugs but they help me get to sleep
If I ever gave u my heart I gave it to u to keep
Every night I pray the lord the pain can quickly sweep
Every night as I lay me down to sleep (down to sleep)
I pray the lord my soul to keep (soul to keep)
May god guard me through the night
And awake me to the morning light

Losses after losses felt like god was testing (testing)
Thru trials and tribulations
Learnt too many lessons (too many lessons)
Took so many L's that's why I count my blessings (blessings)
Knew what I was destined for had to quit 2nd guessing
Anomaly, they wouldn't believe the shit I did
Probably, would turn on me if I stopped to give
Honestly, just focused on stacking my chips
Morally, on my bro's I could never fold or snitch

Don't vent what's bothering me so they don't know my weakness
Anomaly kid always knew I had an uniqueness
Only soul I put trust in is myself and Jesus
I was born to be special they knew when I was a fetus
Seen my grandpa slowly dying I couldn't believe it
Demons taking over me I had to breathe quick
You ain't been thru my pain what's up wit the sneak diss
You don't practice what u preach I know u just speak it
If you had been thru what I been thru you would gave up (gave up)
Said our last goodbyes
And sent him in that grave tucked (grave tucked)
Forever gon be grateful for opportunities he paved us (paved us)
Wish I could run back time and somehow make him wake up (wake up)
This my story, oh this my story
This is what tore me, this is what tore me
But god restores me, my god restores me
Had to Dior me, had to Dior me

Losses after losses felt like god was testing (testing)
Thru trials and tribulations
Learnt too many lessons (too many lessons)
Took so many L's that's why I count my blessings (blessings)
Knew what I was destined for had to quit 2nd guessing
Anomaly, they wouldn't believe the shit I did
Probably, would turn on me if I stopped to give
Honestly, just focused on stacking my chips
Morally, on my bro's I could never fold or snitch



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Writer(s): James Boudsingkhone
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