Lie

I became the liar I never wanted to be
I became the man I hated much of me
I had to go this way and lie to set them free
I took all guilt on me I took all guilt on me!

I feel so paranoid I said I am demon here
I feel I lost my mind becoming man they fear
I carry heavy cross think the only thing they wish
Is to throw this stone of the bridge To stop my breathe

Lie (Lie) is the only light (Light)
In my crazy life (Life)
How did I survive? (Survive)
I had to lie to stay alive

God gave me everything somebody wish to have
But took my life Instead my childhood was dammed
I lied to stay alive but got no answer still
Was there someone who cares If I get wrong or bleed

My father got to jail walked out from or lives
My mother was depressed and almost killed her child
I had to lie to myself that's me who broke her life
That's me who guilt for all that is fucking

Lie (Lie) is the only light (Light)
In my crazy life (Life)
How did I survive? (Survive)
I had to lie to stay alive

All this guilt is breaking my life
All this hurt is killing my time
All this pain is boiling inside
I had to break down this lie