Waiting

I cry in my car
I cry when I want
All I have to do is just think about the day
That you told me I'm always sad
And you like my look
But I talk too much
It's just the sky is so damn beautiful
I feel like that deserves another look

And I wasn't nervous
And I wasn't angry
I was just so happy you were here at all
Fingers aching
Chest wide open

And I feel like you saw me
Like I never could see myself
When you told me
That there wasn't much left to bet
So you're waiting to see when my hope will grow back
And I'm waiting
I'm always waiting

Well, look at us now
We're as big as a house
The one we used to drive past
And dream about the day it would be ours
Next time that I was on a plane
I'd be holding a drink
I'm thinking all I needed
Was some ultraviolet light into my veins

But I wasn't nervous
From all that dreaming
I was just so happy I can dream at all
'Cause in my dreams, I'm usually laughing

And I feel like you saw me
Like I never could see myself
When you told me
That there wasn't much left to bet
So you're waiting to see if my hope will grow back
And I'm waiting
I'm always waiting for you

And I'm sorry
That I never showed you enough
And you're sorry
That I'm still a dime in the rough
So we're waiting
To see when the flood will come next
And I'm waiting
I'm always waiting