Look into my Eyes

If you look between my eyes
Then you would see the pain I keep inside
With one look you see that I'm filled with so much pain
I'm doing all I can do to stay sane

Sometimes it's hard for a nigga just to stay sane
Too many dark thoughts going thru my fucking brain
Tell me lord there is nothing to fear
Trying to make it thru another fucked up year
Everybody dies I'm just trying to survive
Them demons out for my soul I might swallow my pride
Open up the good book and start to pray
Can't go to sleep on the word of christ they say
Back against the wall watch me win cuz I'm a winner
Getting fat in corona times missing no dinners
I ain't taking no losses I put that on my grave
Ima go out like scarface if I don't get my way
I don't really plan on losing shit
I knew ever since a youngin that a nigga had the gift
When I was broke as fuck I never stopped dreaming
Ambition of a fiend for success I ain't stopped feening

If you look between my eyes
Then you would see the pain I keep inside
With one look you see that I'm filled with so much pain
I'm doing all I can do to stay sane

I don't even really think I can have fun no more
Use to pray on the porch hoping the lord open doors
Getting money I can't even smile cuz of the dough
The shit I want now can't put a price on it yo
Trying to stay high like the sun be
I'm thinking about the hereafter
It's hard to smile and be filled with laughter
When you don't know what moses really saw
Was jesus really here or was it a fucking lie dawg
I'm just trying see beneath the fucking fog
Life is like a riddle that cannot solve
A puzzle that you can never ever put together
Until we die all we do is pray and stay high
I know I don't doubt that hell is real
Have you ever seen a crackhead that's hell forreal
Have you been broke that's hell too
I wanna live right so I can see what heaven do

If you look between my eyes
Then you would see the pain I keep inside
With one look you see that I'm filled with so much pain
I'm doing all I can do to stay sane