Now We Don’t

Thought I was doing fine
Telling all my friends that I'm good now
Yeah I'm alright, think tonight
Wanna watch the rest of that show
And I won't even cry
When the actress that you likes on
But there's something in my eye
It's not even the sad part

I'm acting like it never happened
Only tryna to play it cool
Maybe I'm a little damaged
Don't you even care at all?

Maybe I've been lying to myself
Tryna shift the blame on someone else
But I've figured it out, I know
Been pretending that it's not my fault
Cause every Friday night I'm at that bar
Still playing all the same songs in my car
I'm doing all our things alone
The things we did, but now we don't

It's kinda strange
I can't wait to read that birthday card that you sent me
And after that, put it back
Lock it in a drawer of our memories
I can't even deny that I've been tryna hide it
Don't wanna stop the hurt
And maybe that's the sad bit

I'm acting like it never happened
Only tryna to play it cool
Maybe I'm a little damaged
Don't you even care at all?

Maybe I've been lying to myself
Tryna shift the blame on someone else
But I've figured it out, I know
Been pretending that it's not my fault
Cause every Friday night I'm at that bar
Still playing all the same songs in my car
I'm doing all our things alone
The things we did, but now we don't

Acting like it never happened
Only tryna to play it cool
But maybe I'm a little damaged
Don't you even care at all?

Maybe I've been lying to myself
Tryna shift the blame on someone else
But I've figured it out, I know
Been pretending that it's not my fault
Cause every Friday night I'm at that bar
I'll book our corner table in the dark
Remember every word we spoke
It's kinda sad cause now we don't