Mirtazapine Dreams​/​Documenting the Unholy Trinity

My dreams still speak to me in past tense
I see the future through a cracked lens
Presently enveloped by disease
It calls me inside, it beckons me
But I step outside, it's cold as ice
Wintertime is a paradigm
I'm tranquilized by tranquil lies
"Just stay inside, you'll be alright"
I'm dreading how the time flies
The disappointment in my father's eyes
I've lived and died so many times
But only in my own mind
I'm cataloguing second chances
I'm dodging other people's glances
When betrayed again by mouth and limb
I burn all the bridges
I tear at my skin

Free me
Can they see me?
I could hear them laughing just outside
Heal me
I can't heal me
Help me lift the curtain on my life



Credits
Writer(s): Ryan Kelly
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