Losin Faith

I've told 3 girls that I love them
1st I was young
2nd dumb
The 3rd it fit like a glove
Now its Polygimist life
I'm married to the game
And I'm married to my wife
And I'm Passin out love
Rollin up joints
Not passin the bud
If ya lips look too moist
Thinkin what the fuck
Like nothin got a point
And I don't want much
I just wanna be your choice
I just wanna be the answer
Who askin the questions
If you ain't askin
Then ya never learn the lesson
Try to pay attention
But forever I stay stressin
Even while religious
Never felt like I was a blessin
Life just different
When you given up on heaven
Time flyin by
But also feel like 2011
Like how are we then
And how are we now
I swear I been high the whole time
I'll never touch the ground
I just spit in a mic
But I can't touch the crowd
So I think I give up
If Yall had enough of me now
And I know it goes up
And then it goes down
Big dab rig rips
And I throw up on the ground
Man, throw off ya crown
Ain't noone royalty
Ain't noone special
Gotta work to eat
I'm on top
I'm too OP
I swear they try nerfin me
As a courtesy
I volunteered for libotomy surgery
With an urgency
I start clappin like Hercules
They blockin my light
I swear they tryna curtain me
Readin these words like Ron Burgandy
Give these beats the 3rd degree
It occurs that musics just a church to me

And I'm losin Faith
And I'm losin Faith
And I'm losin Faith
And I'm losin Faith
I'm losin Faith
I'm losin Faith
I'm losin Faith
I'm losin Faith
And I'm losin Faith
And I'm losin Faith
And I'm losin Faith
And I'm losin Faith
I'm losin Faith
I'm losin Faith
I'm losin Faith

Bars of endless thoughts
Sittin in the car of a empty parking lot
It really all means a lot
I just keep fighting thoughts
That I know I need to stop
Thinkin that I need to pop
Thinkin really its all a crock
Slow cooking smokin pot
Blowin like an open top
It's Like I dont know what I already got
I'm rather ungrateful or stupid
But this shit get so heavy
It's just like man
I don't know how Ill move it
I just need a moment of levity
Know I never choose it
Rather hang with the pain
I Start tightenin the nooses
Start feelin insane
I hope I don't lose it
A loser in my brain
And I hope I don't prove it
But who is I to decide
So I just supply a good college try
And try to hide
How often I think I wanna die
Cuz I don't really
Just what I say to myself
So keep promising to work on my mental health

But I'm losin Faith
But I'm losin Faith
But I'm losin Faith
But I'm losin Faith
I'm losin Faith
I'm losin Faith
I'm losin Faith



Credits
Writer(s): Aaron Moiser
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