Such Days

Be a man motherfucker, nigga fuck how you feel
Your job is to work and to pay the damn bills
Be a man motherfucker, real niggas don't cry
If your mama never taught you, universe next in line

Slit this wrist and I will never see Patek on it
At least when I'm alive, I gotta chance
Noose my neck and I will never see Baguettes on it
Just some news of another rapper dead, dead, dead, dead

Prayers hit the ceiling on such days
You forget God on such days
Think to end it all on such days
Crash through a wall, crash to a fall
Don't wanna see any other day
You don't see any other way
Drop mentality my nigga ride, ride, ride
You about to find the light, light, light
Prayers hit the ceiling on such days
You forget God on such days
Think to end it all on such days
Crash through a wall, crash to a fall
Don't wanna see any other day
You don't see any other way
Drop mentality my nigga ride, ride, ride
You about to find the light, light, light

I don't need friends now, they don't understand now
I don't need your love now, all alone in bed now
I will not pretend now, this is my end now
You done sent your son already, tell me who you will send now
Pop one up wishing for an extra life, pop 9 more to help me cascade
Fell asleep at the wheel of life, tired of a drive full of heartbreak
So I hit the gas, then I hit the gas
My liver cry a river every night, bruised ego, use that as first aid
Dark days, dark times, dark place, dark crimes
DAWS around me, my bars tight, doors around me still shut tight
When fam around I crack smile, internally I flatline
When friends around I crack smile, internally I
Hit the store to cop me a rope, "Are you going to kill yourself?" Attendant jokes
Tell him I just need to tie some loose ends
We both laugh, my heart cries through the hoax
You look like a rapper, I see the vibe, tell him I've been trying this music shit
Spit a couple bars, he was losing it, said to put him on my email list, that I had a gift
Walked back home with the rope in my bag, walked back home with a fan in my bag
Walked back home with some hope in my bag, walked back home with a lot on my head
What example will I leave to my niece, she gon' grow up thinking uncle died a bitch
Scared to take a chance scared to persist, checked another box for me to live
Couldn't halt my train of thoughts, before I realized I was lost and turned back
Only for the muzzle of a gun between my eyes to stop a nigga dead in his tracks
Incident that changed my whole life, day I discovered my mind was a gun
Grandma used to say my time would come, the night only waits for the sun

Slit this wrist and I will never see Patek on it
At least when I'm alive, I gotta chance
Noose my neck and I will never see Baguettes on it
Just some news of another rapper dead, dead, dead, dead

Prayers hit the ceiling on such days
You forget God on such days
Think to end it all on such days
Crash through a wall, crash to a fall
Don't wanna see any other day
You don't see any other way
Drop mentality my nigga ride, ride, ride
You about to find the light, light, light