Goodbye

I never said goodbye
it starts to seep through
the seams begin to tear
it's all been bottled up, did you expect it to stay there?
pretend it's all not real
the only way I can go on
and I'll do anything to keep moving
I can't admit that you're gone

now I'm left with a memory
all of the lessons you taught me
you taught me

is it sinking in
this can't be happening
I never said goodbye
I never said goodbye
if this is how it ends
when will it all make sense
I never said goodbye
I never said goodbye

if I had another second to go back
I never told you just how much it meant to me
I can't admit it, I did it, I chose to look away
all the chances left for another day
we take for granted the seeds that we planted
I wish to god, I stopped when I could
time seemed to slow when I picked up the phone
you were gone

now I'm left with a memory
all of the lessons you taught me
they mold me, I'm holding on

is it sinking in
this can't be happening
I never said goodbye
I never said goodbye
if this is how it ends
when will it all make sense
I never said goodbye
I never said goodbye

every day this clock is staring in my eyes
with each tick the world is turning
and you're fading from my mind
I hate myself for holding back
and I was angry that you let go
I believe when you said you'd pull through
you said you'd pull through
I was angry that you let go
I should have said goodbye

is it sinking in
this can't be happening
I never said goodbye
I never said goodbye
if this is how it ends
when will it all make sense
I never said goodbye
I never said goodbye