Re:Defying Expectations

How will you fight without a weapon?
I know now I don't need the Keyblade
I've got a better weapon
My heart
Huh
Your heart?
What good would that weak little thing do for you?
Although my heart may be weak, it's not alone
It's grown with each new experience
And it's found a home with all the friends I've made
I've become a part of their heart just as they've become a part
And if they think of me now and then
If they don't forget me
Then are hearts will be one
I don't need a weapon
My friends are my power

Expectations I hold high
But I still want to defy what everyone just thinks of me
What everyone thinks I should be
And every time that I try
They end up asking why
But they're just building up more that I will overcome and defy
My friends support me
And that's okay
Even if they live far away
But I'll make them proud
When we're together they'll say, "Wow"
I'll make them smile
Or at least I'll try for a while
I'll ask if they're okay
But I know they'll say
I'm fine
With you
You make everything seem less blue
But I know
It's not true
It'll be a while 'til they want to even hang out with me
And you shouldn't even feel sorry
'Cause I still got the expectations I got
I
I want to be loved
But I always fuck up
I never get it right even on the perfect night
But I'll work hard to be better
Instead of giving up like whatever
I'll give up the norms and start to try to defy
Expectations I hold high just make me want to fucking cry
That standard that they give me just makes me ask why
Why am I seen as a zero?
Or sometimes even a hero?
I can't fit them perfectly
I want to be just me
I know
It's hard
People can't like me from the start
It always takes time to catch the same vibe
It's never been easy
I'm not good at pleasing
But I'll fix this complication and defy expectations