Loner

Loner, yes I am a loner
I'm a loner, turned me to a stoner
Loner, said I am a loner
It's a cruel world and it's only getting colder
Loner, I'm a loner, I'm a loner, I'm a lone lone lone lone
Loner, I'm a loner, I'm a loner, I'm a lone lone lone lone

What do you do when the closest ones to you
Just happen to be all the things that your momma
Would warn you about, I'm filled up with doubt
And my head won't stop aching, the drugs that I'm taking
Do everything but save him, I'm losing my patience
I'm under surveillance, and they just keep watching
I'm watching them talking but actions speak louder than words
Speak on my name for attraction but tell me man what is that worth
Fuck that I built up my name as I came up straight out of the dirt
Hold down my own, and a man is only as good as his word (word)
Plenty of people have just let me down
It's even more peaceful without em around
I'm sure you relate, we've all been betrayed
Shit can be lethal you won't hear a sound
Down to my last and I gave em just that
Now I'm just counting the knives in my back
The second there's chance bet they're taking a stab
But if I get your blade then you won't get it back
Cropped em all out, tell em so long
They look for response they don't know what went wrong
No point in reacting just do more subtracting
And now I'm adapting that shit made me strong

Loner, yes I am a loner
I'm a loner, turned me to a stoner
Loner, said I am a loner
It's a cruel world and it's only getting colder
Loner, I'm a loner, I'm a loner, I'm a lone lone lone lone
Loner, I'm a loner, I'm a loner, I'm a lone lone lone lone

What do you do when the one you look up to
Became everything you despised as a child
What do you do when you in need of guidance
But something like substance controlling their mind
What do you do when you catch old girl cheating
She lying and making me feel like I'm blind
What do you do when the system removes you from home
Take all that darkness and shine
I'm shining while climbing aligning my goals
Combining my heart and my mind and my soul
Confided in timing now I'm on a roll
Providing with rhyming my ultimate goal
Till then I just keep on busting my ass
Popping the clutch got my foot on the gas
Speeding by ones that I left in the past
You're there for a reason that's matter of fact
Save myself trouble and problems to solve
If I'm by myself then there's no one involved
Handle my own while attachments dissolve
Forcing myself to mature and evolve
Give it all I got left till it turns out just right
Split the leaf down the middle and roll it up tight
That there's my remedy, music my therapy
Don't ask to hang cause I'd rather just write

Loner, yes I am a loner
I'm a loner, turned me to a stoner
Loner, said I am a loner
It's a cruel world and it's only getting colder
Loner, I'm a loner, I'm a loner, I'm a lone lone lone lone
Loner, I'm a loner, I'm a loner, I'm a lone lone lone lone



Credits
Writer(s): James Beaman
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