Maybe Someday

Do you remember way back when we would trade our lives for friends
The summertime and all the dimes we spent
Do you remember years passed by, we were young but never shy
Then summer died and that was when you left

You were my first heartbreak, oldest friend
And though I try, I cannot comprehend

But maybe someday I will find the reasons I got left behind
Maybe someday I will finally know
Maybe someday we will be underneath that willow tree
Maybe someday I can let it go

The middle years, to my disbelief, were better because they were so brief
They came and went but the changes stayed with me
It took me years to find myself, I needed you, but you would not help
You couldn't see the person I would be

You were my first reason to believe
But when I needed you, you left me

And maybe someday I will find the reasons I got left behind
Maybe someday I will finally know
Maybe someday we will be underneath that willow tree
Maybe someday I can let you go

And do you remember pinecones and woodchips and cats?
Do you remember the wonderful sensation that life would never end?
But that was way back then
When all that mattered was seeing you again

Well, that was seven years ago, and we were both too young to know
That when you left, you'd leave me with a ghost
Now we're older, now we're "free," sometimes I daydream that you'll call me
But I understand it was never meant to be
Yeah, now I think I finally see
You never deserved me

You were my first heartbreak, oldest friend
But now, I think I finally understand
That maybe someday I will find the reasons I got left behind
But it's not something that I need to know
And one day, you'll look back and see that girl beneath the willow tree
And you'll regret ever letting her go