Wit 2 Ls

(Sigh)
Born a seed
Watch a nigga move around on his matrix shit
I look up and I see its bright
Maybe this the path that take me to uncharted heights
I grab on and I hold till I see the light
Next step is to bawl
Try to stand but a nigga can't help but fall
So I crawl lift my hand till it hits the wall
Next step is the best gotta learn to talk
And that's blessed
Spoke and it came from the chest
Lifestyle I'm livings the best
I don't got no problems
I came from the bottom
But still I can't find me no reasons to stress
As I get older I start realize that the worlds a lil colder
My heart on my shoulder
My family as big as a Boulder
And it always love in this bitch
Money and drama a drug in this bitch
Pain and regret got us stuck in this bitch
Somehow I'm tryna save all of us put that on me though
Trapped in the circle but build like aminos
Watched as my auntie drink 5ths of the pinot
Watch as the other one shut off the world
The story is told through the youth but what we know
Look at the way it unfurled
I got me 3 uncle that I never I see
Crazy cause one living right down the street
One hit the line when its something he need
Wish that this was something that I could de-spell
Think bout my granny hope she doing well
Talk bout her kids like she thinking she failed
What if I messed it up what if I failed
What if the place that I'm living is hell
What if this shot is the one that don't heal
(Patience you'll need it)
What if it flipped our depression to something
That's has a more positive essence
What if I told all my family the truth
Prolly respond like it nun we can do
What is Jeru to do take pharmaceuticals I'm seeing heaven
Depression been pressing my heart since 11

Nooo...
...don't think I can do this don't think I can go
Like I wouldn't be here without them and I know
Like what if they need me when I'm on the road
Blood is thicker just thought you should know
Nooo...
...don't think I can do this don't think I can go
Like I wouldn't be here without them and I know
Like what if they need me when I'm on the road
Blood is thicker just thought you should know

2 years later lost my favorite person
Happiest man that I knew
Couldn't be believe that it happened
Mama was crying I couldn't imagine the feeling of passion was lacking
Year after that bro had left for the service
It felt like despair was the feeling that surfaced
Like how I'm gone do this without em'
How I'm supposed to make everything perfect
How I'm supposed to feel everything worth it
How I'm supposed to do...(Relax you got this)
I gotta do it for me(no I'm bugging)
I gotta do this for me and my cousins
You came from the mud but we came here from nothing
But gotta do something hashim the destroyer
Me an my papa watching ninja warrior
Now days alone I just smoke in my foyer(No.)

...don't think I can do this don't think I can go
Like I wouldn't be here without them and I know
Like what if they need me when I'm on the road
Blood is thicker just thought you should know
Nooo...
...don't think I can do this don't think I can go
Like I wouldn't be here without them and I know
Like what if they need me when I'm on the road
Blood is thicker just thought you should know

I put my soul in these tracks
Hopefully you don't resent me for that
I do everything I do for my fam
You can hate me but this just who I am
An I'll still love you while you run from the truth
My family tree got more branches
Way more expansions spirits start dancing pride in this youth
It's built to last you can't escape these roots
Yeah! Aye!
I've used the game all my life
To defer all the strife and disfunction that's looming around me
Escaping reality
Can't no fatality stop what consumes and is soon to surround me
Emotions are something like a zombie on round two eleven
They probably gone fuck round and down me
Fuck
I talk but its like I'm on mute
Truthfully I don't know what i should do

Nooo...(fuck this shit bro)
Don't think i can do this don't think i can go
Like I wouldn't be here without them and i know
Like what if they need me when I'm on the road
Blood is thicker just thought you should know
Nooo...
...don't think I can do this don't think I can go
Like I wouldn't be here without them and I know
Like what if they need me when I'm on the road
Blood is thicker just thought you should know
Blood is thicker just(blood is thicker just)
Blood is thicker just(blood is thicker just)
Blood is thicker just thought you should know
(Know, know, know, know, know)
Blood is thicker just(blood is thicker just...)