The Greatest Favor

An hour or 2 goes passing by and I'm still shaking.
I'm wondering if you're real, or were you just faking?
Forever is a mighty long time to think-
We'll never love that way again.
And the thought of this disease-
Makes me think of my life, will it end?

I'm non-existent in this new order,
A void in the darkest part of your mind.
All that you're about, I'm totally against.
I guess we were better off as friends.
You take whatever life gives you and run,
And never stop to think what is right.
But the greatest favor that you've done,
Is when you walked out of my life.

Imagine what life would be like if we never found out, but-
I could never imagine what it's like with you now.
I'll never know what you did all this time, ooo that's tough.
Here we were so scared that we wouldn't be good enough.

Something's wrong, I can feel it build,
You never tell me why before you bend.
Thoughts are falling so deep;
it seems like this is the end.
Whispering sweet lies in my ears,
It tears me apart when you are near.
You can't change the past, let it go,
Or else those demons will be the only future you'll know.

I'm non-existent in this new order,
A void in the darkest part of your mind.
All that you're about, I'm totally against.
I guess we were better off as friends.
You take whatever life gives you and run,
And never stop to think what is right.
But the greatest favor that you've done,
Is when you walked out of my life.

I'm non-existent in this new order,
A void in the darkest part of your mind.
All that you're about, I'm totally against.
I guess we were better off as friends.
You take whatever life gives you and run,
And never stop to think what is right.
But the greatest favor that you've done,
Is when you walked out of my life.