Destiny, Pt. 1

Fall in your bed
Light cigarette
Head in hands
Lie awake

Waiting on the day
When everything will be ok
Waiting on the day
But nothing ever seems to change

Destiny was fading
She tried her best to move
But walking to the front door
Seemed impossible to do
Listening to suggestions
Just made her body sore
Like listening to a therapist
Spout the same shit as before

Waiting on the day
When everything will be ok
Waiting on the day
But nothing ever seems to change

At the party she was high
Getting drunk and feeling fine
Spilling drinks and bumping
Into one another on the stairs
Writes her number on a cup
Maybe later we'll hook up
Act the fool jump in the pool
In just your underwear
Have another shot again
When he touches you pretend
It's too late there's no escape
He runs his fingers thought your hair
At the party she was high
But she can't remember why
Wants to leave can't find her keys
Can't even gather a reply

Destiny is hard to see when she is loaded up
Try to find what's on her mind behind an empty cup
Watch her stagger watch her fall into another's hands
Take advantage of a woman who can hardly stand
Don't forget to hide regret behind a placid smile
In the place of grown up face you're acting like a child

Drowning in pills won't take the pain away away away
Drowning in pills won't take the pain away away away
Drowning in pills won't take the pain away away away
Drowning in pills won't take the pain away away away
You can see it in her eyes
She's loosing the fight

Stay strong hold your head up high
I need to feel something
Coz bad days will pass you by
To shake this numb feeling
Don't quit on me I need you here
But I'm losing today
Stay strong hold your head up high
I'm scared I'll do something
Coz bad days will pass you by
That I can't take back and
Don't quit on me I need you here
I'll lose you today
Don't quit on me I need you here

Waiting for a resolution
Knowing that there's no solution
Making sense of her confusion
Try and try and try to hold on

Is this your Destiny or are
You just a feather on a stream
A victim of consequence and fate
You tried I'm sorry it's too late
My Destiny what can it be
A cosmic accident it seems
It's just thirteen billion years of
Murder death and suffering

Tell me that I'm fighting on the right side of love
Tell me that I've done my best and surely that's enough
Tell me that it's normal for this life to feel this hard
Coz the only time I'm happy's when my body's full of drugs



Credits
Writer(s): Alistair Elkins
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