Chosen (feat. Breece)

All these Issues staying sober
Why the kid so fuckin sad when I know my cup runnith over
Yeah the party never ends, bustin Rubber bans thought I told yaaaa

I'm living every day like I'm living in The grave
I'm starting to go insane
When I'm trapped up In my brain
Asking god for change
Or to send me a different way
I don't know what to say
But I know you fucking play
You ask if I'm okay
But I might die today
I'm going to hard
So You know I'm going far
Living large
Got the super charge
Send me to the church
You know is this pain hurt
Put me in the Hearst

All these Issues staying sober
Why the kid so fuckin sad when I know my cup runnith over
Yeah the party never ends, bustin Rubber bans thought I told yaaaa

I'm messed up in the head
That I'm starting to go insane
Just like my dad
Put a bullet through my brain
Praying for better days
Yeah I Need to change my ways
I'm stuck up in my lane
Trying to cover up all the pain

Wishin I was higher
So I'm climbing up this ladder
To the top of the tower
If I fall I know I'll splatter
Feel as if nothing ever mattered at all
Nothing ever matters at all
Nothing ever matters at all
Nothing ever nothing ever
Nothing ever nothing ever
Matters at all at all at all at all at all at ALL

Feels like I been flushed
And I'm going down the drain
Hang me with chain
Watch this blood stain
Hit me with that strong strain
Hoping that the pain fade away
Tired of all these gray days
I really need a good day
No more sad days
Want my dad to be okay
Wish you seen your birthday
But I guess it's okay
Cause you didn't
Want to be here anyway
So I'll let you fade away
Until another day

All these Issues staying sober
Why the kid so fuckin sad when I know my cup runnith over
Yeah the party never ends, bustin Rubber bans thought I told yaaaa

Trapped up in my mind
Trying to rewind
Trying to past the time
With these fat lines
Got a dark past
You know I got mine
This depression
Runs in my blood line
Seen it from the side line
His passing
Had me blind side

Nothing ever matters
Grab my shit and scatter
Whiskey Pearson my bladder
So In a matter of minutes
I'll be askin for her Digits
Talkin like love her
But I'll hit a quit it
Missin my vision
The wisdom I was given
Imprisoned by this tension
Inside my mind
Blood tears fill my eyes
Left with no more time
Smack a fat line down a bottle of Wine
Tellin myself things are fine
I got issues staying fuckin sober

My mind is going crazy
Everything is hazy
From smoking on the daily
Hoping you don't play me
Your evil stench is potent
I know that I am chosen
I really feel broken
Need a trip to god
So here is my token
But who are you joking
I feel like I am choking
Drowning in the water
Like I'm stuck up in the ocean
Trying to catch the wave
But it hits me with the potion
Then all fades