PreTender

"Speak!"
"I haven't got a speech
I didn't plan words
I didn't even try to
I just knew I had to get here
To stand here
And I knew I wanted you to listen..."

Bully's dreams are stronger than you overthinking

I still get bullied in my dreams
My imagination's stronger than you
But it seems
I'm used to overthinking blinking over my shoulder
It ain't that big a deal
But the older the colder I get
I still get bullied in my dreams
My imagination's stronger than you
But it seems
I'm used to overthinking blinking over my shoulder
It ain't that big a deal
But the older the colder I get

I get shamed then I di-ssect the bane
Building walls in my brain
My behaviour estranged
Self imprisoned and lame
I'm ashamed
Winded shame swallows regret and pain
That collects in my sanity
I disconnect (then I) aim at myself 'til I break
Until I break
I aim at your self
('til you break)

I still get bullied in my dreams
My imagination's stronger than you
But it seems
I'm used to overthinking blinking over my shoulder
It ain't that big a deal
But the older the colder I get

"...show us something real and free and beautiful... you couldn't"
(The older the colder I get
The older the colder I get)
"...It'd break us... we're too numb"
(I still get bullied in my dreams
I still get bullied)

(The older I get
The colder I get)
"...It'd break us... we're too numb"
(I still get bullied in my dreams
I still get bullied)

Fix up son notice your mental
State of mind is so essential
Take it out on beats be
Instrumental and teach neeks
To breathe in
Breathe out
Count to ten then knock 'em out
Then count again and win the bout
The loudest mouth is Mickey mouse
'cause on their own they're nothing
Feel for them they're bluffing
Shouldn't be shook me in the slightest
Won't fight me though it's all in the eyes bitch
Blink when I twitch
Shut one eye click
I end my life quick
Before you scar it twice prick
Oi
A pound is a pound would you like one?
Here's a dead arm prick don't cry son
My life sucks more than dyson be
Careful my mind is frightened see
My mum next week and ask why she's
Crying 'cause her son who died OD'd

I wake up in a bad mood
Keep still now don't move
All I know to give is what I took
From a bully with a heavy weight hook
I wake up in a bad mood
Keep still now don't move
All I know to give is what I took
From a Bully
A Bully
A Bully

"Fuck you!
Fuck you
That's what it boils down to is fuck you
Fuck you for sitting there
And slowly making things worse
Fuck you and your spotlight
And your sanctimonious faces
And fuck fuck fuck you all
For taking the one thing that ever came close
To anything real about anything
For oozing around it
And crushing into into a bone into a joke
One more ugly joke in a Kingdom of millions
And then fuck you
Fuck you for happening
Fuck you for me
For us
For everyone
Fuck you!"