Falling Up (slowed n reverbed)

Things were happening
I felt the weight of the expectation on my chest
My mind was traveling
But I swear that I don't remember where it went
They said things were growing
So why do I feel like nothing at all is left?
So I'll keep on moving
If I'm standing still then I'll feel the emptiness

'Cause I get so lonely, and you get so low
And I looked so stupid when I lose control
I'm alone in my bedroom
And the walls are caving in
And I thought I'd be happy
But I'm barely breathing
Ooh, I'm barely breathing

'Cause I'm feeling down, but I'm falling up
And I'm breaking out
But not out of luck
As I breathe the air into my lungs
I wanted everything, but nothing's ever good enough (ooh, ooh)

I gotta change me
And if I wake up now there's a chance to start again (hm, hm)
But if I wait
Could I get back to the place where it all began before?

I got so lonely, and you got so low
And I looked so stupid when you came to my show
I'm alone in the spotlight
And the walls are caving in
And I thought I'd be happy
But I'm barely breathing
Ooh, I'm barely breathing

'Cause I'm feeling down, but I'm falling up
And I'm breaking out
But not out of luck
As I breathe the air, into my lungs
I wanted everything, but nothing's ever good enough

(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
And I hate the man that I've turned into
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
And I've come so far, what did I lose?
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
And I swear to God I will make it through
I'll make it through

'Cause I get so lonely and you get so low
And I looked so stupid when you came to my show
I'm alone in the spotlight
And the walls are caving in
And I thought I'd be happy
But I'm barely breathing
Ooh, I'm barely breathing

'Cause I'm feeling down, but I'm falling up
And I'm breaking out
But not out of luck
As I breathe the air, into my lungs
I wanted everything, but nothing's ever good enough