The Hardest Times

I been going through the hardest times
I don't even know how I'm still
Alive or even why or
How I survived
Trying I am to be a change
Man but somehow you know
I just can't I mean how much
Does one man gotta take?
Before he breaks and goes
Back to his old ways?
Living like the old days all broken
Lost stung out and not caring
If I was dead or alive the
Hardest times I'm living mine
That was then & this is now &
I been showing you just how
Much that I truly have changed
And mended my old ways
And I'm trying to learn from
My mistakes and I can't be fake
About it then still pushed
I am by the demons in my
Head they won't let me go
Not until I'm dead
I'm like a drug addict of
The worst type like gangster
All out on bail
I just over dosed in some
Hotel I'm just gone and it's oh well
Hardest Times and I'm going
Through mine and god knows
That be right I'm doing my best
With all that I have and
I'm living the best with all that
I am Yeah
And I'm trying my best with
All that I have with all the pain
That I'm living with still pushed
Like this on the edge and
I'm trying to survive and
I'm trying to learn from all
Of it my past Mistakes as
Well as regrets and the
Self loathing and depression
I'm always gonna be stuck living with
Well the hardest times make
You wanna take a life but
Getting locked up and
Wasting mine ain't worth it
And ain't getting locked up
I rather overdose and
Have some fun with it
Hardest times and you
Know that's right
I'm just trying to survive
The hardest times and
You know that's right



Credits
Writer(s): Jeff Paul Karr
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