reluctant and lonely

(Ashes to ashes, dust to dust)

I don't need this, I don't need shit
All I need is me alone, I
Hope you like me, please stand beside me
I'm scared to death to be alone
I'm a rock this, ya know I got this
I ain't afraid of anything
An imposter, and a fraudster
I don't think I'm worth anything
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
Sentimental as fuck, yet I just
Can't admit I ain't tough bruh but
Long as I stay stuck, and cemented in this rut
I could take every single thing that this world has to offer
It would never be enough

Glances and nods when you don't even know me
I remain reluctant and lonely
Lord only knows what the future holds for me, but
I remain reluctant and lonely
Glances and nods when you don't even know me, but
I will remain reluctant and lonely
Lord only knows what the future holds for me, but
I will remain reluctant and lonely

This is what I know, this is what I do
This is what I know and, this is what I go through
This is what I know, this is what I do
This is what I go through
This is what I know, this is what I do
This is what I go through (mmm)

Can't help but get immersed
And lost within the words
Unveiling of my soul
In every written verse
A closet introvert
And logic prisoner
Both mean an empty home, so
Not sure which is worse, yeah
Wish I was a better listener
Wish I had someone do it in reverse
Wish I did more since birth, and
WIsh I had purpose on this earth
What you gonna do? What you got dude?
What ya going through friend?
Reading the same damn story of my whole life
Hoping for a new end
(Ashes to Ashes, Dust to dust)

Glances and nods when you don't even know me
I remain reluctant and lonely
Lord only knows what the future holds for me, but
I remain reluctant and lonely
Glances and nods when you don't even know me, but
I will remain reluctant and lonely
Lord only knows what the future holds for me, but
I will remain reluctant and lonely

This is what I know, this is what I do
This is what I know and, this is what I go through
This is what I know, this is what I do
This is what I go through
This is what I know, this is what I do
This is what I go through (mmm)



Credits
Writer(s): Nate Mielnik
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