Sometimes I Cry Yo - Remix

And uhh that agony hurts
I was 16 at the family church
They said that I should be randomly cursed
All because I had a bloody
Rock band on my shirt
And uhh I was fighting back tears
But I aint too mad it was like that for years
In the end I guess I was a friend to the sin
In the eyes of my peers Yeah

It begins as a kid in the fight for his life
Not in the physical
But more in the spiritual
Jottin down the rhymes was the ritual
That time was really pivotal
But little did I know
No experiment was minimal
And I came from the basement no fakin
The tears they drop from my face
On a day to day basis
They basically made me yeah

And uhh that agony hurts
Will I lose me or my sanity first
That could be damaging
Honestly I couldnt handle these moments of
Randomly dealing with all this calamity
If it werent for my family
Keeping my vanity
Keeping me mannerly
I could be writing these bars from a canopy
Frantically building my fantasies

And waiting for my next meal
Its all jokes til it gets real so
All jokes aside
I just hope that I
Can get past how my head feels
Cause my heads filled
With all this anger
My minds in anguish
At times its dangerous
But imma vanquish
Then ill prolly chase it with a pint of jager
I done cried a lake
But ill find a way cause

And uhh imma make it all shine
In the end it could be sublime
I aint too scared too admit it
That here to the finish
Imma cry sometimes yeah
Its not like Ive been choosing to weep
Losing the sleep over going through grief
And losing people but usually
I find myself through the gruesome scenes

For now I gotta hold the mound
A lot of dark shit that be goin around
Most of the shits just so profound
Exposing ya frown
But dont let em know that your down
Give it back 10 fold dog
While holding ya ground
Gotta know when ya crowned
My therapy in the music I make
Maybe you can relate
That I move through the sound