Mad

Some people is mad
Mad that I have me my cake up
Mad that I'm known in Jamaica
Some people is mad
Mad for no motherfucken reason
Mad for the whole fucken season
These niggas is tripping
Where was you when I hit my down low
Had to stay strong so I won't show
Begging the Lord for my own blow
Had to pretend that I'm happy so that they won't know
I won't show, I won't go, they won't call
And now I'm writing on this song crying by myself
Coz no one really understands till you're by yourself
When u be crying yourself to sleep, the sheets, the weed,,no tips each week
Man that's just so depressed

Don't be trusting on these folks coz they switch up
Really thought, it was just a quote till they switched up
Now I no longer have friends
There's no twinny, there's no Jimmy, crime partner, and no sister
The very moment that I needed friends for advice
No one was really there for me, there's no friends at sight
All the things that I did, and the white lies
I found you I lost me I had to pay the price
Huh this life shit's cold
They all want gold
It's not easy, u gotta grind that's what I got told
They say I'm too odd
I say I'm too bold
I started feeling really mad, then spoke to God

Some people is mad
Niggas in my blood line
They be tryna take mine
Niggas ain't never supported me but they wanna cake mine
Niggas get mad to me just doing good
Ask em what I did to win niggas don't have a clue
Niggas always talking about this and that b
Acting like they fully know me no they really catfish
Now that I'm winning they saying I'm selfish
They saying I'm flexing
They all just capping bro
C'mon you really mad u really really mad won't u get yourself a life get yourself a f-ing check
Watch all their faces when I come in and I stunt
No they never loved you that ain't them that's just a front
And yes they will use you and abuse you for their hunt

Some people is mad
Look u gotta listen
Our connection ain't longer picking
I think that we too different
Something new inside of me is kicking
I'm telling you what I'm feeling
Not gonna lie and say I still feel it
The spark that was there, that we had went AWOL it's missing
Look babe you've always been good to me
But things do change like a movie scene
For you die now? Yeah I was keen
Your love your heart damn that was seen
Things started changing when u loved too deep
Started being afraid thinking I would slip
And break your heart in a million pieces
Dropped down on my knees spoke to Jesus
Woke up in the morning and he told me that I should just do what's best for me
Not being selfish but the chords were lost and I couldn't even be me
It's always been about you my nigga
To think that u was once my keeper
Now I don't call
I don't even pick up
Am I a gold digger or a false feeler

Anyway that's life for you
Didn't really know what I should do
Are you mad?
Coz I really am mad right now
We could've worked if u just held it down
But all that bs I could never allow
Like a king, I was pose to bow
You couldn't lead,so just tell me how (is it possible
Never forgeting all those moments you'd hit me
One wrong word n I'm getting all them fifties
Mom would cry and talk to us, I was sixteen
U were right and I was wrong, it's a routine
Hmm u started being real violent
But we was of the same blood, we had to fight it
I knew you loved me, I loved you, real toxic
Do u understand why MAD's the topic