fraudulent

Fraudulent, ya'll don't know my heart is sick
I don't wanna take pride in my accomplishments
Died to darkness but sometimes it feels like darkness lives
And I just wanna call the quits
If you see the good in me, no it ain't Austin kid
Nah, yo
It's who I partner with
But I turn my back on Him because I'm harlotess
God should throw me in the garbage bin

I wouldn't call me awesome since
Ya'll don't really know my life, I'm an awful wretch
I want love but it's something I can't barter with
I'm all alone, I don't got no-one to call a friend
That's how I feel

Yo, I make up words that rhyme just so all my bars can fit
Depressed, but still I'm going hard with this
Yo, I know I'm not a charlatan
But to practice what I preach is the hardest thing
Sometimes you see me out in public, I enlarge the King
But in private I got secrets that are hard to bring
Up to the surface so I'm needing Him to wash and clean
Hey, His power's what I'm harnessing
Yo, I don't wanna be a drama queen
I wanted new songs to be positive, ya nah mean?
But it's hard cause I slip into some awful scenes
Lately man I'm feeling like it's just so hard to breathe
I need some room so I can be
But at the same time, I just need some company
Dang

Yo
But I wouldn't call me awesome since
Ya'll don't really know my life, I'm an awful wretch
And I'm fraudulent



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Writer(s): Austin Makohon
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