Growing Pains

This is a song about changing your life
What a strife
Stab me with a knife you little slut
Yeah, maybe not
Umm, excuse me? You went a little far there, over the line I think

Sacrifice your mind in the face of change
I didn't know if I wanted it to
But then I went ahead and I bid you adieu
Oh no
Wait, before you hate me
For my sake please
You need to know that I need this right now
And I wrote you this letter so please take a bow
Oh, you understand
I have never
Appreciated you so much like purple kush
I pronounced it kush 'cos I don't smoke weed
And now I'm on my own
Changed my life solo
But these, irrevocable decisions are cutting incisions in my
Confidence and sense of self
Mindfulness and yoga help
Wow, I, I really am from LA

I wasn't ready for all this
Thoughts shove me down like a French kiss
Thots on my dick like they wanna bone
But when thoughts become thots then it's clear
I need to grow

Wow
Yeah, loneliness
It's like a nice, uhh
Like a nice Sauvignon

Bitch, ooh
I love you
I miss you
I can't wait to speak so soon
Even though you're on your own independence honeymoon
I know, sad
But this was my decision
Instigating my self-reparation
Reinstating my time, what elation
Oh, damn
And I know I had to fail
Everybody copes but they be so frail
Yeah, maybe not my best decision
But I don't regret shit
That's not true
And even if it was
I'd be lying up above
Looking down on petty love
Like I'm flying like a dove

But no, I'm sitting here all alone
I'm sorry that I left our life unsown
Like a dog without a bone, uh
Like a dog without a bone

I wasn't ready for all this
(Uh, no he was not)
Thots shove me down like a French kiss
(Mwa)
Thoughts on my dick like they wanna bone
(What do they wanna do? Bone)
But when thots become thoughts then it's clear
I need to grow

Fuck, ha-ha-ha
I guess I just wanna like get there already
But I also know
That I'll look back and be like that was just the dumbest perspective

Along with my mistakes I must address yours
You too broke my trust and then tainted our floors
But just like your mind, I too know a truth
You needed mistakes to grow beyond your youth



Credits
Writer(s): Julian Mudd
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