Insecure

During these days
Been doubting myself
So cloudy no headspace
Losing momentum
But staying on rhythm
Trynna calculate my success rate
I sent 100 dms to radio stations
The Rappers and DJ's
Not a single response so when I get on
My fees gonna be longer than tollways (just watch)
Yo I believe in myself in my blood runs talent
My granny, my father
Genetics are balanced
They say what u put in is what u get out it (Patience)
Can't really agree that the statement is valid
My lines are the stairways that lead to a palace
As high as the heavens are stacked on a pallet
Im More than a rapper, Im more than artist
More than writer, more than a ballad
I'm actually peaceful while most of y'all callous
Alotta u niggaz be movin with malice
U posting the pictures and
Act like u bout it
But when u in private
U niggaz is quiet
And light as a salad
Imma tell u the reason
U froze in this season
U not fighting the devil
U fightin your demons and
Victim routining
You've Eaten the fruit from the Garden of Eden
You steal what is mine
You ain't sorry u did it
Just sorry I seen it
U ain't care when u took it
Why care if i need it?
U obviously greedy
Goin ahead just keep it
I give to the needy
I'm at war with myself and
I'm calling a treaty
I followed my mind and the road aint Been pretty
Manipulate time
Like personal genie
Make mistakes all the time
So Least I aint cheating
I'm hitting my chest
Like I'm pledging allegiance
And kill u and
Come to ur wake
N Speak like im grieving
U niggaz be flossing and flogging And gagging on under-achievements

Why am I insecure, am I the cause
How am I insecure, cus im flawed
Why am I insecure, whats the cause
How Am I insecure? But never yall?



Credits
Writer(s): Christopher Saunders
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