Again / Not the One

I think I've done it again
And I know that I do this to myself
I go overboard with all the fantasizing
And now I've decided on you

Now the moments I can get a taste of your attention
Make every other moment taste devoid of any flavor
And when you turn away it's like the sun's stopped shining on me

So here am I in hiding 'cause I can't risk confiding in you
It's easier behind this petty masquerade mask
That does a shoddy job of covering the truth

Will I ever love again?
Or have I ever really loved all?
Or maybe what I fool myself is love is just repression, fear, and loss
And a sense of misplaced trust

Either way I'm crazy about you
But every step I take feels like a step in the wrong direction
I want you to live your best life
Be your best self
Then come home to me

So here I am in hiding 'cause I can't risk confiding in you
It's easier behind this petty masquerade mask
That does a shoddy job of covering the truth
Don't think I'm ready for a new love
Can't seem to get it right
And I'm afraid of losing you, love
But you were never mine

I think I've done it again
I think I've done it again
I think I've done it again
I think I've done it again

I think I've done it again
I think I've done it again
I think I've done it again
I think I've done it again

I think I've done it again
I think I've done it again
I think I've done it again
I think I've done it again

Don't know why I am so hung up
You're not the one
Don't know how I fell so in love
You're not the one

You're not the one
You're not the one for me
You're not the one
Now it's so plain to see

Don't know how I got so hung up
You're not the one
Don't know why I am so in love
You're not the one

You're not the one
You're not the one