Cloudhead

Lately I've been kind of stuck in a pit
Don't know whether I should try and get through this
Maybe I should hide and say goodbye to all my loved ones and call it quits
I don't wanna die, I'm just unmotivated
I aim for the sky, leaving me deflated
Trying to write the melody inside my head and leave the world in awe, they'll be captivated
What's the point of using all my energy
If they can still do less and get the best of me
I've got nowhere, it's been two years, I shouldn't force what isn't meant to be
Nothing really feels good anymore
Nothing really tastes good anymore
Every day's the same, it's going grey, I'm turning off

I've got a head full of clouds, and I can't see around
Lift up my entire body just to throw me down
I've got a head full of clouds, but I'm through the ground
I've got a head full of clouds, and I can't see around
Lift up my entire body just to throw me down
I've got a head full of clouds, but I'm through the ground

Maybe I just can't say enough
Maybe I should practice growing up
Cause my hands are tied, I've got blurry eyes, and I feel my throat start closing up
Coming out the door a little differently
Cause my trojan horse is failing to deceive
I've come to find that my own mind is so much worse than what you do to me
I'll be keeping all my thoughts until I'm free to go (Ok)
All the people like to talk and never see the show (Ok)
I'll remember all the time that I spent here
It's been a little fun but I need to go
Away, far away, places no one's ever been to
Creatures with skin made of darkness, like dim glooms
Soaring to mars and each of his twin moons
Whistling by as the wind blew

I've got a head full of clouds, and I can't see around
Lift up my entire body just to throw me down
I've got a head full of clouds, but I'm through the ground
I've got a head full of clouds, and I can't see around
Lift up my entire body just to throw me down
I've got a head full of clouds, but I'm through the ground

Go

I've got a head full of clouds, and I can't see around
Lift up my entire body just to throw me down
I've got a head full of clouds, but I'm through the ground

I've got a head full of clouds, and I can't see around
Lift up my entire body just to throw me down
I've got a head full of clouds, but I'm through the ground
I've got a head full of clouds, and I can't see around
Lift up my entire body just to throw me down
I've got a head full of clouds, but I'm through the ground

I've got to head for the clouds, now I can't see the ground
Lift up my entire body just to throw me down
I'm gonna head for the clouds and go another round