Phantom Love

ALONE
Ya I feel that way
When nobody's
HOME
Used to think I was ok
But now I'm on my
OWN
I thought that as time went on
That I would learn to
ROAM
But I ain't gotten used to it
So now I lost my
SOUL
Making up
This phantom love
Helps hide the touch
Of lonely's brush
So I can bear
To be aware
That no one's there
Cause love ain't fair
Yo

Started off normal
Your heart was a world and love was the portal
Ya
The conversations would always be cordial
Now when you talk I am forced to record you
Wasting my time so I had to resort to
Taking a break
And it breaking my heart
And then leaving me sad ya we call that a code blue
Uh
CODE BLUE
My friends are telling me I'm thinking too much on things I've never had
But It's the wishing with every ounce in my body that really is driving me mad
And the feeling of feeling the feelings that come
With not having someone and believing your done that is making it harder for me to to be glad
Uh
That's why I'm sad
It's hard to be alone
Even harder to admit it
It's sad to check that phone
When you know no one is in it
It's worse to be at home
When your friends are all out living
And when I'm on my own
Scenarios always got me tripping
I gave you my heart and you gave me a blade
I opened up and we started to tank
I opened up and you set me ablaze
Our picture was perfect but started to fade
Gave you my time and you started to take
Gave you my mind and you started to change
Both had in common that we were insane
You now say you hate me
Bitch I'm like same

ALONE
Ya I feel that way
When nobody's
HOME
Used to think I was ok
But now I'm on my
OWN
I thought that as time went on
That I would learn to
ROAM
But I ain't gotten used to it
So now I lost my
SOUL
Making up
This phantom love
Helps hide the touch
Of lonely's brush
So I can bear
To be aware
That no one's there
Cause love ain't fair
Yo

I want something that I know it'll hurt me
Mother been saying nobody deserve me
Hard to believe that ain't nobody worthy
Spending my days in continuous searching
Longing to bitch to my friends about how she be curving
Relate to their problems and tell em she swerved me
I pray for a parter and all of this yearning
Made my mentality somewhat disturbing
I want her love and the problems that follow
Something like that so I never feel hollow
The people'll judge but in private'll follow
Cause when you alone you a dream of tomorrow
So imma continue to make up my fears and my hopes
Praying one day I won't wake up alone
Cause feeling like that makes it easy to fold
I'm stuck in a hole would you let down a rope
I'm searching for my way
To exit this highway
Or maybe find someone to chill with on Fridays
That tell me they love me when we up in person not hiding in phones

ALONE
Ya I feel that way
When nobody's
HOME
Used to think I was ok
But now I'm on my
OWN
I thought that as time went on
That I would learn to
ROAM
But I ain't gotten used to it
So now I lost my
SOUL
Making up
This phantom love
Helps hide the touch
Of lonely's brush
So I can bear
To be aware
That no one's there
Cause love ain't fair
Yo