Alone

Long sleepless nights
My tired mind feels weak and blank
But there's still so much inside
My heart to full to think

And I'll never set out to feel
Anything until my wounds are healed
Wake me up to what is real
Feeling how to live through this ordeal

I am all alone
You cannot save me
This life is all I owe
Why did you leave me
All alone, all alone
I am
On my own
Why did you leave me
You're heart is so damn cold
I don't wanna see you anymore

I am all alone
You cannot save me
This life is all I owe
Why did you leave me
All alone, all alone
I am
On my own
Why did you leave me
You're heart is so damn cold
I don't wanna see you anymore

There's a war within me waging
And I'm ready to explode
In these times we're always changing
Always breaking from the mold
You can keep control of me
This constant fight is getting old
Always changing parts of me
Just to please you're ungrateful soul

(And I'll never set out to feel)
(Anything until my wounds are healed)
(Wake me up to what is real)

I feel my blood begin to boil
Inside my veins
An indication that I'm not ok
Is there something wrong with me
And I don't feel right
All I can do is clench my fists real tight
The empty space that sits beside me
Revealed by the moonlight
I'd rather feel the pain in my fists
Than the anger in my head
Sometimes I feel like I don't exist
All these words I left unsaid
Do you think about me constantly
Even when you are asleep
Sorry that's the affect I tend to have
When people try
To attach themselves to me

I am all alone
You cannot save me
This life is all I owe
Why did you leave me
All alone, all alone
I am
On my own
Why did you leave me
You're heart is so damn cold
I don't wanna see you anymore