parasocial
I can't see out my windows at night
The lights just fog up
For all I know, the argument outside is just my mind
We watch the silhouette circle our bed
You pull the covers over my head
Oh, I never thought I'd (thought I'd, thought I'd)
Become my own lover (lover, lover)
If I could I'd hold you
But I'd just cross my arms
At least you'll stay with me and brace another day
I'll be my flower
I'll be my flower
An illusion that I say to save myself
I'll be my flower
I'll be my flower
It's a nuisance that I can't get quite as high
At least I'll stay with me and brace another day
I can't rely that my past lover would like me
But despite this
I surrendered my serenity for the chance she
Might approve my improvements
But lately, I've just decided I should like me
Oh, I never thought I'd (thought I'd, thought I'd)
Become my own lover (lover, lover)
If I could I'd hold you
But I'd just cross my arms
At least you'll stay with me and brace another day
I'll be my flower
I'll be my flower
An illusion that I say to save myself
I'll be my flower
I'll be my flower
It's a nuisance that I can't get quite as high
At least I'll stay with me and brace another day
Perhaps it's only changing of the name
Does it matter if the feeling's still the same?
Obsessed with whatever fills the hole
Parasocial and obsessed with loving ghosts
The lights just fog up
For all I know, the argument outside is just my mind
We watch the silhouette circle our bed
You pull the covers over my head
Oh, I never thought I'd (thought I'd, thought I'd)
Become my own lover (lover, lover)
If I could I'd hold you
But I'd just cross my arms
At least you'll stay with me and brace another day
I'll be my flower
I'll be my flower
An illusion that I say to save myself
I'll be my flower
I'll be my flower
It's a nuisance that I can't get quite as high
At least I'll stay with me and brace another day
I can't rely that my past lover would like me
But despite this
I surrendered my serenity for the chance she
Might approve my improvements
But lately, I've just decided I should like me
Oh, I never thought I'd (thought I'd, thought I'd)
Become my own lover (lover, lover)
If I could I'd hold you
But I'd just cross my arms
At least you'll stay with me and brace another day
I'll be my flower
I'll be my flower
An illusion that I say to save myself
I'll be my flower
I'll be my flower
It's a nuisance that I can't get quite as high
At least I'll stay with me and brace another day
Perhaps it's only changing of the name
Does it matter if the feeling's still the same?
Obsessed with whatever fills the hole
Parasocial and obsessed with loving ghosts
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Writer(s): Cameron Bishop Crowley
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