Tell Me

Don't tell me that it's over
Don't tell me that you done
I've loved you since October
I don't feel like I'm enough

I lay and I reminisce
No stoppin' the shit that I know I did
No grabbin' the love that I know I miss
The fact is I come when it's torturous
I look at my family, that shit is in shambles
I look at my sanity, losing my handle
I hit my capacity, I'm bout to break
Cause I sit and consider like every mistake
I guess I'm obsessed with the sadness
I guess that I dress for the status
You can't see I'm insecure
Cause I cover it up in the folds of my jacket
I guess that I'm lonely as ever
My love gave me grief and I let her
Maybe my soulmate is somewhere
Or maybe she's missing, I already met her
Fuck up like every chance that I got
Maybe I'm something but maybe I'm not
Maybe I follow and maybe I'm lost
Maybe I'm gone and too far to respond
Maybe I'll die with no sign I exist
Maybe I'm better with cuts in my wrist
Maybe redemption is out of my hands
And I had a chance, but I let it slip

Don't tell me that it's over
Don't tell me that you done
I've loved you since October
I don't feel like I'm enough
Don't tell me that it's over
Don't tell me that you done
I've loved you since October
I don't feel like I'm enough

It's hard to be loved when I've been through so much
Never enough, I'm too harsh when I judge
I hit the top and my confidence plunged
All I feel like is I'm scared and I run
Why don't you leave me, I'm used to it
Watching you leave, I'm not new to it
Try to come back, I'm refusing it
Next thing I know, I said no but we doin' it
I punish myself with your presence
I'm stuck in the past, not the present
You always said that you wanted the best
And it's me who ain't givin you credit
Maybe you're right and I'm selfish
But you make it worse, you don't help it
I fuckin' waited and now you been jaded
We faded, a shame it was wasted
How could you love me and leave me behind
Dozens of people, I'm saying that line
Why do I feel like the only one tryin'
Not to be numb but I still feel confined
My greatest enemy livin inside
I could be free on the day that I die
Forget who I am so I know that I'm lost
All that I could be, I know that it's gone

Don't tell me that it's over
Don't tell me that you done
I've loved you since October
I don't feel like I'm enough



Credits
Writer(s): Caleb Smith
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