Wishing

Yeah I wanna let you in
I wanna let go of this sin
Left a mark on my brain
I'm on my knees now I'm praying
Jumbled in what I'm saying
Yeah you're running in my veins
Ketamine when you let em in
Wish I was there I want you on my skin

If I could paint my eyes in green
And fill these cracks with flawless genes girl
Will that be good for you to see me worthy
But I think it isn't more than just
Kaleidoscopic visions of love
That I seem to be confusing with infatuation

Yeah I wanna let you in
I wanna let go of this sin
Left a mark on my brain
I'm on my knees now I'm praying
Jumbled in...
Yeah you're running in my veins
Ketamine when you let em in
Wish I was there I want you on my skin

Cause if I had what it takes
To be the reason your heart races
Trust me I will trade
Whatever I have to get a taste

I've been wishing
Wishing to be someone better
Someone you could hold and say
"I think we're meant to be babe."

I've been wishing
It is getting so much harder
I think I'm ready to be
Whatever you're needing.

We keep trying to be some other version
Some other idea of who we should be
But it's nice when we're not who we are and someone looks our way and smiles
Why is it that the last person we look for is who we are
Who we wanna be
Isn't that someone worth loving too