Abscess

Done finding out
I've seen it through
I'm afraid, of what it can do

Everything's gone
All laid to rest
Like clockwork, my brain resets

From all that I've learned
I wanna forget
It all leads back to consciousness

My worthless skin
Is ripped to shreds
Exposing how, there's not much left

A God I feel
Beneath my skin
Reaches out, to touch my hand

I don't know who
This part of me is
All I know is he wants me dead

I recess away
Unable to fight
Not that I'd want to, I'll end tonight

I lose control
It's back to not me
Nothing resembles reality

Somebody help
I cannot see
Take me back
Where I can breathe

Calling out now
I'm desperate for help
Somebody take me
Away from myself

Everything is
As it was
All of it's the same, except for God

In this essence
I can see
The true nature of reality

But dammit why
Is that all
Why can't I see past it all

Something is
Preventing me
From escaping my self esteem

Why can't I
Just run away
Deep seeded fears within my brain

They tell me all
The things I've done
Remind me, I've never won

I give in quick
What is this shit
Something hard wired in my synapses

I can't think
I cannot breathe
All that's left, the other me

Get out of my head!
Get out of my head!
You're the one
Who wants me dead

I found out how
Makes perfect sense
How could God be
Someone else



Credits
Writer(s): Max Blair
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