nothing

Oh, every time I try to fall asleep, I drift away
It's always something on my mind or nothing at all
Every time I try to run away, I run out of luck

I feel like something's missing
I feel like nothing matters
When no one seems to listen, I feel like I don't matter
Been climbing up this ladder that never seems to end
And I wanna close this chapter and finally start again (finally start again)

See I've gone by, got no time but I still try
I'll run by with no lights
Searching for you far away
Closing all that's left of me

There're parts of me I don't know anymore
I've hung up signs and I locked all the doors
There're only traces in my memories
The person I am is not how you still remember me
I built the cage and I shut myself in
So I could learn from the things that I did
But it only made me hate me
I'm turning into all the monsters that you made me

I get upset so easily
I think everyone is mean to me, yeah
So I've been trying to change my point of view
Everyone acts so differently
When they reach their limits mentally, yeah
Some try to run, while others let it run its course

See I've gone by, got no time but I still try
I'll run by with no lights
Searching for you far away
Closing all that's left of me