Lost Boye (feat. Caustic & Bell Wzrd)

I'm just lookin' for my home
I'm just lookin' for my home
I'm just lookin' for my home
I think I'm goin' insane
I feel insane

I need a pick me up Scotty
Gettin closer to a heroes doom
The hubris was developed
Hamartia any type of brew
Will I shut down the system I was born into
Or will I keep numbing till the coma feelin' like a womb
Forgot to start the great adventure
The sword supposed to be mine went next in line
Never met the Satyr
Never saved the princess
Said I'd do it later
Is this anagnorisis, or just the mind erodin'
Gotta get this down but the pen and pads broken
Scratch into the wall, I've gone Bandersnatch
Maybe if I jump, I can go back

I'm just lookin' for my home
I'm just lookin' for my home
I'm just lookin' for my home
I think I'm goin' insane
I think I'm goin' insane
I feel insane

Checkpoint a couple blocks away
from where I usually stay
A couple shots over what it take to sway
Breakin' each of Mama's vertebrae on accident
Gettin lost in each step, it's like La Brea all over again
Tar up in my fingernail I think I left the torch on
Hope when I get home there's still a porch that I can sleep on
Hope that I still have a home, this rock is bein' deformed
Meteors, black holes, I think I hear the seventh horn
That's just the ringtone, forgot to switch to vibrate
Still sippin' from the flask, I really need to hydrate
May just nap behind this bush, and play The Sun's Tirade
And pray that when I wake I skip the migraine

I'm just lookin' for my home
I'm just lookin' for my home
I'm just lookin' for my home
I think I'm goin' insane
I think I'm goin' insane
I feel insane

I wake up pullin' twigs up out my hair
I feel like Tarzan in the 'burbs
My headphones are broken so I cypher with the birds
While I stumble over curbs tryna curb my enthusiasm
Larry David with the verses, don't irk me I'm used to spazzin'
Gotta cool it though
I'm starvin' I hope I can find some food at home
I ran off like a child who refused to grow like Rufio
Didn't pack no lunch but got some doobies rolled
I'm stupid stoned
One tucked behind my ear but you can't really see it through the fro
Swingin swayin to and fro, feel like I'm bout to lose control
Searchin' for the truth is fuckin' cold so I go supernova
Barrel through em, everybody on the sidewalk movin' over
I really been through it but I'm standin' tall as Ponderosas
Finally find my way and see my porch light flickerin'
Peek into the window all the homies sippin' liquor and
Ain't shit really switched, it seems like everybody's chillin' man
Fuck it whats the difference then I guess that imma dip again
And hit the road
I'm just lookin' for my home