Broken Road

You don't know enough to tell me it was easy what I've been through
You don't stand a chance to ever understand
But say you do even if you can't

I beg you please just don't tell me I'm alone
'Cause I've been trying to find my way on a broken road
How can you not see the glass I been steppin' on?
I feel like I'm trapped in a marathon
But I'm gonna make it out
Even if it breaks me down, ooh-ooh

I'm lost don't know what's coming next
My mind don't feel like it's progressed
My words I think don't hit the same
Don't know why but I feel regret
Maybe it's cause all my life I've done my best to feel things less
My heart don't take things lightly, everything weighs heavy on my chest
I stress a lot
Simple things like what to say and how to dress
How is what I'm doing now gon' help me with what's coming?
Yes, I feel the breath expand my lungs, alive is what I am but yet
I can't help feeling dead inside, I swear I try, I barely rest
I need somethin'
Make me believe in somethin'
Therapy ain't work 'cause I can feel how they was readin' on me
Tell me you feel me, I won't believe it
But really this moment may be what I'm needin'
Never thought I'd be feeling this lonely, fuck

I beg you please just don't tell me I'm alone
'Cause I've been tryin' to find my way on a broken road
How can you not see the glass I been steppin' on?
I feel like I'm trapped in a marathon
But I'm gonna make it out
Even if it breaks me down, ooh-ooh

Losin' control, never thought it'd be like this
Go through shit on my own 'cause I feel like I might be a burden to every soul that I cross
When I like bein' someone everyone knows as the one who'd be lightbringin'
I know the rain don't last but the sun don't shine forever
And all the lows make the highs feel that much better
When I'm alone I deep dive down to the center of my core
What's the point? Who am I?
Am I steppin' my foot in a good direction?
Beautiful lesson
Which one is better?
People say they homies [?]
But I guess it was only temporary
'Till the real life shit hit and it get scary
Before the moment I just wanna feel like people hear me
Swear the road was [?]
But I know that people would be carin'
It's so fucking hard [?]
Every decision got you trippin', don't really get it
I just wish I was seeing clearly, ahh
How am I supposed to grow if I don't even know me?
Askin' the holy ghost, where am I supposed to go?
I need somethin' else fullfillin'
Lately I'm so numb, no reason
It's the hardest time I've ever faced but don't

I beg you please just don't tell me I'm alone
'Cause I've been trying to find my way on a broken road
How can you not see the glass I been stepping on?
I feel like I'm trapped in a marathon
But I'm gonna make it out
Even if it breaks me down, ooh-ooh