I Must Apologise

I never wanted to cause doubt in your mind
I'm not acting the way I think you'd like
We went for dinner and now you're acting paranoid
If only you knew the way I felt inside
On that night

Your paranoia, it happens all the time
And that's 'cause lying's a big problem of mine
But I still do it, now I'm by myself again
I tell so many that I can't see them end
So I said

If I could, I would make amends
Today, I wrote a list of them
The way it starts, the way it ends
I signed my name in marker pen (yeah)

I must apologise
Before I end the night

It's not a gamе, I want to change
These days, it doesn't feel the same
The way it did some years before
I've lost so much, I'll lose some more

I'm not able (ble-ble)
To tell you what you need, it's a shame 'cause
They say I should be honest more, one day, I'm sure
I'll figure out the reason I was telling lies for

I must apologise
Before I end the night