Median

I give you hell
But baby you heaven to me, it's a blessing to be in your presence
Yea I'm selfish I know, I hate to see you with someone else
Don't give up on me yet, can't you see that I'm doing my best
Somehow we gotta find us a median

I took you for granted the fuck was I thinking
How da hell I give you hell when I know you a angel
But I hate to see them tears run down ya cheek
And I hate the thought of seeing you with someone else other than me
I need to get my shit together, I need to flush I know it stink
How the fuck you go bye bye Lil girl, I thought we were N'snyc
Damn well I guess I'm just a backstreet boy
But you knew that, fuck you thought we was on that back street for
Tryna pacifier your heart wit sex but dat ain't working neither
You know hurt people they hurt people
And it was something I realize, something I had learn
Cause see my heart been set on fire bae I'm just tryna heal da burn
But I can't take all of dat anger out on you tho
Unless we talking rough sex, wear you out like new clothes
Working on yo gluteus, staying away from glucose
In a room full of new hoes, you stand out like new growth you kno
And every secret that you told is for me and you to kno
When you around I get ugly thoughts that's cause you're beautiful
And ya homegirls they don't like me I don't give a damn
Like motha fuck a middle man we just need a median I'm selfish

I give you hell
But baby you heaven to me it's a blessing to be in your presence
Yea I'm selfish I kno I hate to see you with someone else
Don't give up on me yet can't you see that I'm doing my best
Somehow we gotta find us a median

I discovered heaven just for you
And we don been thru hell and back but you still got my back
I swear dez other bitches can't compare to you
Tho I might fuck up at times but you still got my mind
And my heart too
And my soul as well
Why do I take you for granted knowing I'm so blessed
To share this thing that we call life witcha
Look I can't live without ya
And I'll die about ya, let a nigga try ya
I apologize for all da stupid shit I did
Yeah I hurt ya plenty times but baby we gon heal again
And I'll quickly swallow my pride just to see you smile again
You my Mariah to my Nick baby we gon wild again

I give you hell
But baby you heaven to me it's a blessing to be in your presence
Yea I'm selfish I know I hate to see you with someone else
Don't give up on me yet can't you see that I'm doing my best
Somehow we gotta find us a median