Older Brothas
I had always looked up to my brothers
We ain't always have each other
But damn they my role models
Kennette always got good grades
Kevin always looking cool
While my demons going full throttle
Always feeling like an outcast
Eyelash, catching tears
While I'm holding back the cynical
Ideations cause' I was mad
But I bounced back
Now i'm just sitting here feeling criminal
Wouldn't be rapping
If it wasn't for you
I cut class
To write bars
No attention to school
Every verse you ever wrote
Always had me in awe
You're the reason that I'm writing this song
I spent 16 years always sharing a room
Playing Yu-Gi-Oh and gaming
Best memories too
Always had you there
After momma beating my ass
I'd do anything to cherish and savor the past
Now I think I'm on my way to fucking catching the bag
Don't know if it's worth it
Can't see y'all a lot
I've been sitting here missing
Times back at the spot
I don't really fucking know if i'm not
Everything that I said i'd be
Cause' music cant fucking pay for family
I'm the youngest yet the loneliest
But it feels like my fault so erroneous
If only just
Shit
Didn't have to fucking be this way
Momma saying spread your wings and fly away
But now life gray
Should've stayed
I don't really want the sun-rays
If this the price paid
You don't get how much my heart weighs
Keep in touch on a Friday
Calm my brain
But I'm not okay
Cannot think straight
Day to day
But all I'm really fucking tryna say is
I miss my older brothas
Some of my
Feelings never surface cause' I'm mortified
And momma only ever wanna see me smile
But I found a safe space between you guys
Don't fear the ride
Hugs at the airport
While I'm getting ready starting
Defending myself and kevin holding me
Telling me everything's gon' be alright
Seeing Kennette cry did not feel alright
I felt bad
But they knew I gotta live my life
That's right
Boarding pass in hand, let em know that i'll call when I land
Listing off worry's in my head like an ampersand
I'm scared to leave the homeland
Don't know where my heads at
But I'm stuck in the past
Puff puff pass
Try to forget but that shit won't last
The forecast telling me that I should go back
I don't know about that
But man why not
I hate the people not the place
You'll be miserable, no not the case
Stop the bullshit
You know you miss the fam
Everyday you fucking wake up you like damn
Kevin call and
I know you won't even pick it up?
Stop tryna act tough it's enough
Man I know you miss you're older brothas
We ain't always have each other
But damn they my role models
Kennette always got good grades
Kevin always looking cool
While my demons going full throttle
Always feeling like an outcast
Eyelash, catching tears
While I'm holding back the cynical
Ideations cause' I was mad
But I bounced back
Now i'm just sitting here feeling criminal
Wouldn't be rapping
If it wasn't for you
I cut class
To write bars
No attention to school
Every verse you ever wrote
Always had me in awe
You're the reason that I'm writing this song
I spent 16 years always sharing a room
Playing Yu-Gi-Oh and gaming
Best memories too
Always had you there
After momma beating my ass
I'd do anything to cherish and savor the past
Now I think I'm on my way to fucking catching the bag
Don't know if it's worth it
Can't see y'all a lot
I've been sitting here missing
Times back at the spot
I don't really fucking know if i'm not
Everything that I said i'd be
Cause' music cant fucking pay for family
I'm the youngest yet the loneliest
But it feels like my fault so erroneous
If only just
Shit
Didn't have to fucking be this way
Momma saying spread your wings and fly away
But now life gray
Should've stayed
I don't really want the sun-rays
If this the price paid
You don't get how much my heart weighs
Keep in touch on a Friday
Calm my brain
But I'm not okay
Cannot think straight
Day to day
But all I'm really fucking tryna say is
I miss my older brothas
Some of my
Feelings never surface cause' I'm mortified
And momma only ever wanna see me smile
But I found a safe space between you guys
Don't fear the ride
Hugs at the airport
While I'm getting ready starting
Defending myself and kevin holding me
Telling me everything's gon' be alright
Seeing Kennette cry did not feel alright
I felt bad
But they knew I gotta live my life
That's right
Boarding pass in hand, let em know that i'll call when I land
Listing off worry's in my head like an ampersand
I'm scared to leave the homeland
Don't know where my heads at
But I'm stuck in the past
Puff puff pass
Try to forget but that shit won't last
The forecast telling me that I should go back
I don't know about that
But man why not
I hate the people not the place
You'll be miserable, no not the case
Stop the bullshit
You know you miss the fam
Everyday you fucking wake up you like damn
Kevin call and
I know you won't even pick it up?
Stop tryna act tough it's enough
Man I know you miss you're older brothas
Credits
Writer(s): Kendrick Miguel Torres Serrano, Matthew Spain
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com
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