House

It was my choice to join the war
fighting against my own best interest
I cannot change the past, I can't predict the future
but I can stay present in this loving world
Scratch marks on the walls and leaking hoses
Screaming until I can't breath and breaking instruments
The state of my mind is nothing to ignore,
but everything outside of it is far from my control
I can't control them
I can't change them
Can I even love them?
Can I even love?
Oh yes of course I can,
I'm so tired of spinning around conclusions
Why can't I just face the points I've made and
stick to them, and stare at them?
I want to build a lego house and tear it down
and tear it down and tear it down
and break it, ow
This feeling, this inclination to destroy
Is a resistance to change within myself



Credits
Writer(s): Ob King
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